I want to feel happy and calm everyday. Knowing everything is in the right place. Knowing my friends are alright. Knowing that I have nothing to worry about.
Well, I can't, can I? I'm far away from that so-called utopia of my own, right? Right.
I want to complain like, a lot. But I know I'm being selfish. I'm not even sure if I deserve to complain.
It's just that, in this life, I feel like, for every 1-2 days of pure happiness, there are like 2-3 months of misery. And...I dunno.
Seriously, I lose the mood to write. See you all sometime, then.
Hahah.
Dear God, show me that rainbow, will you?
